Nobody wants me :( Do you want me at Revision 2012?
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Sorry I'm depressed. I need friends.
Try facebook.
I wish I can make it to rev 2012 (but I doubt I will still find a job till that time). We can meet and talk about Speccy and CPC. I remember the last time at some BP we talk from chat but I didn't come to meet you and you met me. I was just reclusive, on my PC, all day, needed a drink to wake up :)
Facebook sucks.
try visiting some small demoparties...
define 'want'
"Want is like need... in a monster truck."
try fuckbook. (havent tried it myself, but i think its better to give that advice than facebook).
Factor6: we still love ya; we dunno what Revision 2012 is 'though. ;)
Btw dude, Lukas had a motorcycle accident and he's in hospital. It happened only a week after we all were on IVP party. Jeeez.
Btw dude, Lukas had a motorcycle accident and he's in hospital. It happened only a week after we all were on IVP party. Jeeez.
Factor6: try IRC, realtime feedback is probably better to make new friends...
Factor6, I was in a mind state that was close to depression when I've been stolen my sperm by my exgirlfriend. It was in fact, lassitude, and then I'm obliged to fight all the day my lassitude in order to give idea to my children, because it was my children who were asking for me and my ideas to live up because of high IQ. think you have adults that need you to be active and happy. go make art, go make writes on how you get depressive and explain us why we would do not want you as friend next.
for example, I've made skies : http://courson.morrison.free.fr/ and I've learned those days that each sky is a jesus like child born from the sky. well, I'm alone at now with my parents and my cats : http://l.cance.free.fr/ and I have nothing more to say but I feel better...
how many cats do you have bartie? And yeah, cats cure depression :)
dont eat cats, they are bound to taste bad. try beef!
@Bartoshe: thanks, dude. Maybe it's time to get a cat...
Dogs are better friends than cats and it's amazing how much you end being social and speaking to other people when walking one.
Preacher, amazing! I always imagined that Finland is the one country where people walking dogs ignore each other.
preacher: try walking a cat, you'll get a LOT more people talking to you ;) There's a few downsides though, going by what my old cat was like:
- Forget trying a lead. The cat will walk round in circles and get angry.
- Dogs not on a lead cause huge trouble. The dog will run over to investigate the cat, and the cat will attack it. The dog will run away, but the cat will be left pumped so full of adrenaline that it'll slash anything that moves (I have scars to prove it ;)
- Horses are annoying. The cat won't attack anything quite that big, so it'll hide under a bush and refuse to move for 20 minutes.
- Sometimes more cats will try to join the walk. This causes trouble, because your cat will say "fuck you, this is MY walk" and start a fight.
Still, I'd rather walk a cat than a dog. It's more fun, you're not getting hassled all the time to throw some horrible dirty saliva-soaked ball/stick/whatever all the time, and at the end the animal washes itself :)
- Forget trying a lead. The cat will walk round in circles and get angry.
- Dogs not on a lead cause huge trouble. The dog will run over to investigate the cat, and the cat will attack it. The dog will run away, but the cat will be left pumped so full of adrenaline that it'll slash anything that moves (I have scars to prove it ;)
- Horses are annoying. The cat won't attack anything quite that big, so it'll hide under a bush and refuse to move for 20 minutes.
- Sometimes more cats will try to join the walk. This causes trouble, because your cat will say "fuck you, this is MY walk" and start a fight.
Still, I'd rather walk a cat than a dog. It's more fun, you're not getting hassled all the time to throw some horrible dirty saliva-soaked ball/stick/whatever all the time, and at the end the animal washes itself :)
lol.
I have 3 cats, but it's too much, but with the last one, I could communicate with my children, it was fun !
I need to learn how to communicate with cats. I want to know what they think, I want to know what they say when they meow. I don't know if I am good to cats or not so good, when I play. Do they want to sleep or are they happy with me playing? How can I know about cats? Maybe with skies?
Maybe I need to learn how to communicate with other people. My depression states aren't too strong atm., but I still have suicidal thoughts. Which is still bad I think. All this is started in my former job, so I quit it but now I quit my relationship because it was getting worse month by month. So what now. I have no energy even to make a new song or demo production :/ But to be honest, I don't think a cat would solve my problem.
Maybe you need some time for yourself to think about your life and what's important. Like in some abbey for 1 month or so. Away from all the influences of the daily life. I don't know you but as you posted here I guess it's okay to answer even without knowing you. Maybe you need a break in your life. New city, new job, new chance. At least it worked out for me.
