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After the SSRI workabouts, the cognitive process illuminated my path. My personal jesus is Further by VNV and serenity is the key within any choice. Spikes are a good challenge for me now and even after the medication hopefully the cognitive process will work this out. I know who I am and I am content with it. It all makes sense in my mind. And when I finish with the army, also the practical aspects are promising. I can't say more about the second one yet, though I may post a link soonish.

Just so you know.
added on the 2006-11-08 20:19:26 by Optimus Optimus
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added on the 2006-11-08 20:21:09 by Sverker Sverker
The sun was born, so it shall die...
added on the 2006-11-08 20:25:47 by Gargaj Gargaj
today we lost 2 valium pills
I feel so good that even if anyone of you tells me STFU stupid nolife motherfucklamer I won't feel bad! I feel so good with myself and I'll feel so good with myself tomorrow too. Serenity is the key.

>The sun was born, so it shall die...

Say it baby, those lyrics..

crosbow: Yep, actually I stoped the LaDose and forgot to tell my doctor to go to Xanthi and get a new dose. Will I be down tomorrow? OMGLOTFR but I don't care because I feel so good today and feeling afraid about tomorrow is not the case but even if I feel afraid about tomorrow and bad tomorrow the case is that this is human and a useful motive too and this helps me move further.
added on the 2006-11-08 20:34:03 by Optimus Optimus
Please tell anyone of you STFU, say something bad and post GOATSE, to test if I'll still feel good. FAST FAST FAST!!! (In 120 minutes I will be gojne)
added on the 2006-11-08 20:34:47 by Optimus Optimus
120 is a typo, I wanted to say 10 but pressed 1 and 2 at the same time =)
added on the 2006-11-08 20:35:04 by Optimus Optimus
After I posted all these crap I read "DRUGS WORK" in the img. My mind overpassed the images (maybe it's subconscious antigoatse protection?) and I only knew that. And yes if drugs is medicine drugs and not LCD it does work but cognition too not alone, but maybe other ilgl drugs would work too but ok I won't bneed them but who cares.
added on the 2006-11-08 20:36:32 by Optimus Optimus
And BEER works too!!!
added on the 2006-11-08 20:37:56 by Optimus Optimus
Thats so fucking cool :D

I feel good too! But my fan is WEIRDING a sound =(
http://optimus6128.blogspot.com

Ok, maybe I'll start the emo thread again tomorrow for a change ;P
added on the 2006-11-08 21:15:02 by Optimus Optimus
greetz optimus
added on the 2006-11-08 21:24:49 by dila dila
great that you feel clear to go ahead in life now, optimus.
btw, comparing anti-depressants (ssri etc.) with drug-abuse (alcohol, lsd, tranquilizers,..) is just completely wrong and very scientology.
that advice is usually given by people with no clue on the topic together with hints like "think positive" or "life sucks anyway, live with it"...
added on the 2006-11-08 21:39:58 by Spin Spin
oh, and i think its a mistake is to discontinue medication as soon as you lighten up a bit without talking to your doctor before you have developed some skills and done some changes in life to stay stable without it.
added on the 2006-11-08 21:45:22 by Spin Spin
Spin: Are you saying drugs with abuse potential are completely void of therapeutic value? Or what on earth is your point?
added on the 2006-11-08 21:46:59 by Sverker Sverker
tribao: if you do not have a low serotonin level, taking ssri will not change anything for you. so if you are just feeling unhappy without suffering from a clinical depression (!= low mood/bad phase) it will not work.
if you do, it stabilizes you *slowly* to allow you to deal with things and manage your life. nothing more. does not "enlighten" you nor does it make you a grinning functioning idiot.
this is completely different from short-term escapism like drinking or smoking away the bad mood or taking valium to stop your unrest.
added on the 2006-11-08 22:21:39 by Spin Spin
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added on the 2006-11-08 22:35:59 by Zest Zest
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and yeah, as has been said, don't stop the meds too soon, otherwise you may have a relapse. sucks that they take time, but it's worth it.
added on the 2006-11-09 01:47:26 by phoenix phoenix
Optimus, you really should start a YouTube video blog!!

It's the in craze. You will become famous, and you might even meet some hot female fans!

In this age, it's so difficult to keep up with all the written stuff and most people can;t be bothered, but a video blog would appeal to the age of attention deficit and give you a whole new audience!

If you do, please send me the link, I'd love to see them!
YEA START VIDEOBLOG AT YOUTUBE.COM LIKE LONELYGIRL15 (once i agree with shanethewolf) and then you can tell about demoscene and pouet.net and stuff.. it would be really good
added on the 2006-11-09 10:21:28 by uns3en_ uns3en_
if youre seeking for attention get naked.... in front of your army friends.
this will save most of your problems forever
added on the 2006-11-09 10:44:18 by xeNusion xeNusion
glad to know you're doing better optimus :)
added on the 2006-11-09 10:46:49 by psenough psenough

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