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melw: 30 isn't that far away anymore:D. I for one will be very happy if i can still go and booze in front of a school or a fair center where a demoparty is held when i'm 30+...

Uhm.. If I'm not mistaken chaos/farbrausch is 31yo.. Anyhow, tuo good luck with your other activities. The scene "stigma" will always be with you though. You'll notice that creative things you do, will always have the "demo" influence (which is not a bad thing indeed).

As for the demoscene, well it changes.. people come, people go, trends are set, oldskool will fight newskool, newskool will fight oldskool, both will fight who knows what.. metaskool? Everything flows.. but it always will be the "scene".

Good luck tuo, and may the dual textured, env mapped, bump mapped, glenzed, semi-transparent, gouraud shaded, open GL accelerated, mip-mapped, z-sorted, blittered/coppered, music synched, reflective, anisotropic filtered, Vertically synched, antialized pixel be with you.

Demoscene, you can't live with or without her...

A nice idea would be to do both scene and real life! Why the one results the denial of the other?

mmmm...

Hey ho !
T\'as encore un livre à moi si tu penses t\'en tirer comme ça !
Bon il faudra que je passe un de ces 4.
^_^

Best of luck to you, Tuo. You will be missed.

Live long and prosper.

-John

I think I won't be missed too long.
You should understand why in the near future.

I'm getting married, getting close to 30 (and about 12 spent being a scenerd), I have a work that steals at least 10-12 hour a day, I have a dog, I live with my (will be) wife in my house (read: I must clean sometimes, cook, bring the dog out, bring the garbage out and blah blah blah).
yes, I'm no more active like 10 years ago, but ... can't explain, I told at least one time per year since 1995 I was leaving the scene. But here I am, being a scener doesn't always mean releasing. Scene is a way of life, being a scener is something U can't show to friend or directly touch.
There is no meaning in the sentence "I leave the scene", go TUO leave the stage, but I bet U will never stop being a "scener".

Anyway, we'll miss U man.

Hey, people... This might be the last thing I ever write on Pouet.net . I just want to say that im sorry for all the bad shit I ever did, and so forth. Today was the worst day of my life: I had a heartattack. I'm currently feeling very weak and am on my way to the emergency room (or soon, since right now im typing this...) This is true, and not a joke. I have found out today that I have heart problems, and I may not live much longer. This is extremely sad for me, and I must of cried at least 10 liters when I found out about it. And the sad part is: I am only 15 years old. I have a heart abnormility. And also, I just entered the scene, and was 1/2 way done with my group's Birthtro. So it's not like anybody will ever miss me :(. Oh well, maybe in an other life I'll be somebody. I'm also very sorry to all the people I have ever offended, or degraded in any manner. When something like this occurs, you view life in a totally different manner (or at least the little left that is ahead). I'm really sorry guys.
NeZbiE 6/12/01 at 9:00 P.M

this was a truly sad post to read :/
hope we will see you again some time, nezbie.

:(
don't be sorry.
I wish you'll get well (sorry for my bad english)

best of luck to you dude.. get well soon.

Yeah dude, be strong, the scene is with you.

Damn...
I'm reading this post for about the fifth time, and still can't believe it...
How on earth can fate fuck up a man's life that way?
All we can do is hope and pray to God for you to get better.

And don't be sorry for what you have done, because you have done it honestly and genuine.

I, and the whole ÜD crew is really hoping to see you get well soon.

Oh my god!

Thank you so much fellow sceners!!! I am back (at least for now), and I've just arrived back home. Thank you for this "touching and deeply moving" sympathy. I am currently much better :)
I do have a slight heart abnormality, but the major reason this occured was because of a viral inflamation in the muscle surrounding my heart. Fortunately it can be cured, but it will take a long time :(
WHen I wrote the former post, things were looking very grim, based off what the doctor first told me, so I had truly thought that I would... u know...
I still have a strong stabbing pain in my chest, but based off what I know, it will slowly go away. *Hopefully* this will never happen again.
I'm happy again, since I know there will be tomorrows :)
But once again, thank you fellow sceners.

Hurrah! Happy day!

Glad to see you back and in better shape!

-John

Yes!

cool :)

=O)

Yaay!

this was even more joyful to read, than the first post was sad :)

hmm.

yes, enjoy your scene vacations.
you will be back!

once a scener! allways a wiener

ps! i didnt read your post Nezbie when i wrote the post above, becuase i answered tuos question.
im sorry ! glad you are back!