I got rejected by a girl today and I hit the drugs. :(
category: general [glöplog]
hey guys, I am travelling at the moment and been staying in a town where I've got to know a girl who works in a local store.
I didn't ask her out and was seeing her in the same store where she was working. She never realised that I was interested in her. She always thought I used to shop there often. But whenever I was there, we used to talk. For 5/10 minutes usually.
Finally I told her that I liked her. She said "thanks" and then "thats so sweet" but never gave me a hint if she was also interested in me. I went to see her again today and I asked if she wanted to go on a date to a vegetable fair and have a bike race.
She said "I m not interested but no hard feelings. We can still be friends".
Problem is I can't get her outta my mind. I want this to work out! I got back on the drugs today. I've been clean for months ever since I started travelling and now my head is fucked!
I feel like it is natural to be like this. High. Like this is who I am meant to be some how. I am staying as a guest in this house and if the owners catch me like this they will kick me out!
I never thought I would say this but I wish I was with Jez, Boose, Porky, my grandad and the lads back in Blackpool.
I didn't ask her out and was seeing her in the same store where she was working. She never realised that I was interested in her. She always thought I used to shop there often. But whenever I was there, we used to talk. For 5/10 minutes usually.
Finally I told her that I liked her. She said "thanks" and then "thats so sweet" but never gave me a hint if she was also interested in me. I went to see her again today and I asked if she wanted to go on a date to a vegetable fair and have a bike race.
She said "I m not interested but no hard feelings. We can still be friends".
Problem is I can't get her outta my mind. I want this to work out! I got back on the drugs today. I've been clean for months ever since I started travelling and now my head is fucked!
I feel like it is natural to be like this. High. Like this is who I am meant to be some how. I am staying as a guest in this house and if the owners catch me like this they will kick me out!
I never thought I would say this but I wish I was with Jez, Boose, Porky, my grandad and the lads back in Blackpool.
getting on the drugs will really help you score with the girls. its scientifically proven. keep at it!!1
COOL!! I'm on it!
But my balls hurt when I laugh.
But my balls hurt when I laugh.
You still in Canada? Do they have good soy over there?
If the girl is not interested in vegetable fairs than she ain't worth it anyhow.
pete, yep still on tour in Canada until May cos I got my visa extended.
I used to go to the Klappat's house in the uk but I got a hook up in Canada....for now! He will be off to Nova Scotia in a week and then I'm a cold toad once again. :(
I used to go to the Klappat's house in the uk but I got a hook up in Canada....for now! He will be off to Nova Scotia in a week and then I'm a cold toad once again. :(
Sparcus: I agree and I keep telling myself that, but it still hurts my feelings.
maybe you should take drugs together ?!
Quote:
Why, why, why
Oh ooh ohh
There you are, in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
In the shadows
Come to come, come to me
Can't you see that
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Why (ooh ohh yeah), why (oh why), why
Ooh ooh, yeah
Can you hear my voice, do you hear my song
It's a seranade, so your heart can find me, ohh
And suddenly you're flying down the stairs
Into my arms, baby, ohh
Before I start going crazy
Going crazy, ohh
Run to me
Run to me
Cause I'm dying...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (I don't wanna cry)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why
Why, why don't you let me love you
I wanna feel you need me
Feel you need me
Just like the air you're breathing
Breathing, I need you here in my life
Don't walk away, don't walk away
Don't walk alway, don't walk away
No, no, no, no...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry...yeah yeah
Nobody wants to be lonely (yeah ohh ooh)
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry)
My body's longing to hold you (is longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (hurts inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Let me love you...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry...)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (so hurt inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Why (why), let me love you
Why don't you let me love you
Why, love you, let me love you
Why (why)
You know, things like these even happen to Ricky and Christina!
4kum4: Only if she pays her share! I don't give this stuff away!
Spin: I guess that makes me the Ricky Martin of the scene. :(
Question...do eunuchs fall in love?
Spin: I guess that makes me the Ricky Martin of the scene. :(
Question...do eunuchs fall in love?
I'd still do Christina Aguilera!
word!
Confession time.........
SOY = AEROSOL
We used to call them Sols but then we just thought it more discrete to change it to soy.
The benefits:
available in any part of the world
they're cheap
they're effective
When you mix them with weed like I did tonight it totally reigns your mind.
I'm coming down now though. I think my brain is asleep, but my body is still buzzing.
I'm going to bed! Goodnight!!!!!!!!!
SOY = AEROSOL
We used to call them Sols but then we just thought it more discrete to change it to soy.
The benefits:
available in any part of the world
they're cheap
they're effective
When you mix them with weed like I did tonight it totally reigns your mind.
I'm coming down now though. I think my brain is asleep, but my body is still buzzing.
I'm going to bed! Goodnight!!!!!!!!!
fuck the law, smoke the aerosol!
While the list of advantages Shane pointed out might be all true, the use of inhalants is generally not a good idea as they cause, among other things, brain, nerve, and liver damage and there's even the possibility of sudden death by cardiac arrest.
But worst of all, when you mix them with weed like Shane did tonight, it totally makes you post lotsa crap on pouet!
But worst of all, when you mix them with weed like Shane did tonight, it totally makes you post lotsa crap on pouet!
Wow, if what tribão said is true, I wonder what sort of aerosols our good buddy Optimus has been using? Nobody posts more than he...
Obviously, just being in the same country as Shane causes a person's ability to use reason to drop.
(Though I do notice that Shane took DRASTIC measures to avoid going to Sundown.)
(Though I do notice that Shane took DRASTIC measures to avoid going to Sundown.)
They always says we can still be friends.
I'M NOT A G33K I HAVE PLENTY FEMALE FR1ENDZ!!!!1!!1!1!1!
I'M NOT A G33K I HAVE PLENTY FEMALE FR1ENDZ!!!!1!!1!1!1!
An old slogan says: Winners don't use drugs..
Next to this I think Shane comes up with such (not real) stories becoz he can jerk off on peoples reactions
My advice: never ever react on a shane comment again.. (oops what did I just do..:) Anyway you get the point..
Next to this I think Shane comes up with such (not real) stories becoz he can jerk off on peoples reactions
My advice: never ever react on a shane comment again.. (oops what did I just do..:) Anyway you get the point..
You are in Cananda and you are angry ?
Do the c64 community a favor and kick wanderer!
Do the c64 community a favor and kick wanderer!
And ask him why he is using cougar's dog from the party 91 on his crappy webpage as a logo. I don't get it.
code&forget
@.!..: Nice idea :)
I am lucid again but my head is fockin killing and my heart is still aching and yearning.
I think most glue/aerosol/lighter fluid sniffers generally hang out in parks or the streets with mates when they get high so there is no record of their thoughts. I must be one of the few who sits in front of my computer and lets his mind roam free.
At those times the things I write not only make sense to me, but they feel like flashes of genius that I must share with everyone.
I think sometimes my dreams and daydreams get confused with reality too and maybe some of my stories aren't entirely as they happened but more how I perceived them as happening.
Sorry.
I think most glue/aerosol/lighter fluid sniffers generally hang out in parks or the streets with mates when they get high so there is no record of their thoughts. I must be one of the few who sits in front of my computer and lets his mind roam free.
At those times the things I write not only make sense to me, but they feel like flashes of genius that I must share with everyone.
I think sometimes my dreams and daydreams get confused with reality too and maybe some of my stories aren't entirely as they happened but more how I perceived them as happening.
Sorry.
No, I am wondering if I had taken the AEROZOL what kind of crap would I write then if now I am writting them without the AEROZOL
